Sometimes i forget how beautiful people can be. there are so many different kinds of people. It’s amazing how becoming humans can be and how others can be completely reversed. 

How beautiful such drawn out hair can be while hair thats so cut to the bone can be just as appealing.

humans can be so admirable and completely grim

i had this

sudden e r g e

to pull on my mothers hair

always in a ponytail

hanging like the end of a horse

waiting for my flowers to press it too long

wake me up in a week

my body is weak

sweating

im melting in my own skin

my body rejects everything i eat

im melting

i need more meds give me meds im not healthy dope me up i dont care if i become a zombie

why have someone sexy
when you can have someone cute
soft skin
big eyes
that really gets me going

lucy had an accident

stuffing falling out of her like a waterfall

grandmother stitched her up

what motherly love

2 hugs every 4 hours is her perscription

i cried

i miss lucy

when mothers fall asleep
feeling invincible
i could easily stay up all night
but i will not
i am a good girl
i promise

tv sound is lost
i feel deaf
who knew this felt so
wonderful

childhood memories
im scared of these
they make me
weak at the knees